I am on the threshold again.... it seems I'm always on the threshold. Actually the threshold doesn't end. I could assume theres several to cross, but maybe what I'm looking at is still the same winding path that stretches out beyond me.
In sooth, I think I'm cursed. I've created three versions of this post and upon publishing, some kind of sorcery deletes all of my words. I am constantly restarting my explanations, and I have no idea exactly what I'd written before.
I'm greedy for a better future. I'm scaling my own pyramid. Rest assured, it's not the monopoly man I'll find at the top ready to shake my hand. I'm more likely to subvert that pyramid into the flames of hell instead.
I'm not being pessimistic, by the way. Sometimes you need to sizzle and burn to start jumping again. Ignite the passion and all those other platitudes.
Now lets pray this entry won't defragment when I publish it again. I'm trying my best to exist boundlessly, y'know?
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